Initiation

The name of this blog is inspired by the fact that in the United States we are entitled to freedom of speech and press, two very important statues of our nation. On the internet, all things that are posted are "said" so these posts are not my thoughts but how I choose to word them. It came to me that thoughts are not very threatening at a first hand look because since only the creator knows about them they have not affected anyone else. The point is that the most magnificent tool of communication is within one's head presented in thoughts. The brain is an incredibly powerful thing and to our knowledge has no limitations in its control over the body. One can convince them self of anything and explore everywhere. I believe that the most important thoughts are those of reflection. Only through reflection can we learn from mistakes and grow or "change the wheel". This blog is my tool to reflect. It is probable that in the beginning of this blog's life it will contain conversations partially with myself over my thoughts from the past day, things I've seen or new experiences. Like all humans I fear this world. I fear having to stick my self out there and take risks but these risks are primarily within interacting with people. I live in fear of judgement from others when truly I know that the world's eyes are most certainly not on me and that slightly produces my problem. Not many are there to here my voice. There are no more than a couple of people outside my parents who would take the time for me to express my thoughts verbally. I am forever grateful of these people but it pains me to know that so few care. Of course time is always of the essence and I never seem to have anything "necessary" to say so I have learned to keep conversations to a minimum as they only lead to discern. When I am asked a question, (in public/real life) I have learned to answer quickly and directly. This is effective as it allows me to survive but it is so dis-satisfactory to my need of expression. With a blog I can present my thoughts in a written form for all who do care to view when and if they please.